Health..

I've been a immense pain since the 2nd.
I had kidney stones back in 2011 -- for those that have known me that long, you knew I went to the ER to address it and within 24 hours I was back to my normal self with no issues what-so-ever.

However, this time it is worse than it was before.
When I arrived at the ER on the 2nd at 1:30AM, I had already been in pain for a good three hours and had thrown up (I never do this..) three times having emptied my stomach of any food that I had consumed as well as any medicine that I had taken. When I arrived; I was shaking, running a fever and crying due to the pain. The lovely nurse and doctor put me on morphine (I have never been on it before.. I tell you, the feeling is all sorts of odd) and after a few hours told me what I already knew, I had a kidney stone. They pushed more morphine and sent me home with a high dose of Percs to keep me without pain until I passed it.

I went to work that day after 2.5 hours of sleep still high on morphine. Why did I go? Well, because I couldn't feel a thing and I had things that I needed to wrap up. I lasted about five hours before I came home and went to sleep. I slept on and off throughout the day before I finally crashed for good later that night. I woke up the next day still feeling good, I played some video games and it wasn't until that afternoon that the morphine left my system and I crashed back down into the same pain as before. I decided to sleep as much as I could and take as much pain medicine that I had.. silly me, I should of went to fill my prescription by I wasn't feeling like even moving out of bed.

Without anything in my system, I took the last pain medicine I had and did another round of projectile vomiting before my body fell into sleep from exhaustion.

I woke up this morning and went to get my medicine.
I've taken that and while I'm no where near where I would like to be.. I'm not feeling anything or than extremely tired. I still have yet to eat.. I'm afraid to eat but, I am drinking as much as I can in hopes to simply pass this thing before I become consumed by pain again.

So, I apologize for my absence and/or my complaining..
I'm simply in pain and don't wish to feel it anymore.