My history, past and present.

I wanted to create this blogspot because I wanted to just type.
I want to type about myself, my life, my fears, my hopes and my wishes.
Because, honestly..

none of you truly know me. You may have 'known' me for years; like most of you have and some of you just months. But, if you think about it -- what do you know?Can you answer any basic questions about me?

Or.. did you just assume that you knew everything because you have
observed some sort of behavior in the past -- because you sure as hell
don't see much of it now with how busy I am. Am I writing this for your satisfaction?
Am I writing this because I want your pity?

Or just to have your attention?The answer to those questions are no.
I'm simply writing what I so chose to write because I want to have it
off of my chest and out in front of me. So that I can cope with things
and maybe have the opportunity to really move on. And, I won't complain if friendships are lost, mended or created because of what I write.

So, here is to hopeful posts in the near future.
However they are made read; journal entry, vents, stories -- they are my life. They are my history. They are me.