Black.

Have you ever wished that you could find someone -- family, friend or other, that you could just let go and be yourself with? Someone you didn't have to wear a mask around or put up this wall? Someone who you could share your struggle without feeling like a burden? But, anytime you come close, you pull away? It's exhausting sometimes to be alone. I'm so ready to overcome this spell that I've been stuck in. This darkness that has been consuming me since the 11th. I'm just.. tired.