I want..

It's been so long since I last blogged that y'all probably don't even remember who I am! D:

Hi! My name is Crystal.. Sometimes I blog but mostly I don't.
I consistently promise to get better and make more entries but
I have continued to not come through on a that promise.

As some of you may know -- I recently had my heart broken.
Don't worry, I'm healing. I now truly understand that only time
cures..

However,
because of that situation, I was able to take some time to reflect.
I've used this opportunity to really figure out what I wanted for myself.

Again, some of you may know that I've been quite adamant that I don't
want a relationship - that I didn't want to burden someone with my "baggage".

But,
I've come to the conclusion that I want someone.
I want to have a future with someone.
I want to get married and (this hasn't changed) have kids.
I want to open myself up to another person.
I want to love and be loved without restrictions.

Now,
It's just to continue healing and figure out how I want to start this next
journey in my life!