These facts will be a bit of who I am today; why I am how I am, what I've been through and where I want to be. There won't always be pretty, they won't always be deep and meaningful - might just be 'fillers' from time-to-time but, they will be honest.
a) I often speak out how my uterus wants a fetus or how I'm perpetually alone. I'm not sure why I do this.. it isn't as if I'm doing anything about it. Nor is it like I speak out about this (as often) in my day to day life amongst my family, friends or coworkers. I guess if I were to take a deeper look at it, I do it because I trust you guys. I want to tell you everything.. I want someone on this world to know who the true Crystal is - even if it's just glimpses of who she is so that you can share that with others once I'm long and gone.
b) I'm actually extremely self conscious when it comes to someone that I'm attracted to. I blush, I can't find words and I often find myself chastising everything that I do. Maybe it is due to lack of experience with dating or poor relationships in the past. Whatever it is, it drives me nuts. I've always been told fake it until you make it. So, if you didn't realize this about myself.. well, I guess I'm really good at faking it?
c) I talk extremely fast. Especially if I'm excited about something or know exactly what I'm talking about.. or if I have had caffeine. This really isn't an unknown fact unless you've never spoken to me before but it was brought to my attention TWICE at work yesterday and at minimum at least once a day. I just have so much to say, to do and don't wish to hold anyone back from what they are doing as well. Plus, I rarely realize when I am actually doing it.
I went away from this series for awhile but, I'm returning to my older series because I still have so much more to share with you.
As always.. thank you for reading, following and getting to know me.
I look forward to next time,
Doll.
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