Everyone has a goal in life that they want to accomplish or a dream that they are set out to achieve. It can be family orientated, work or even your sex life. Each person has a unique set of ideas, desires and lifestyle. We could talk about any of facets that come into play for each of those goals or desires. But, we all know me.. we already know what I want to explore on.
So, let's be real with each other for a second. All of us know what we want (or a general) idea when it comes to being pleasured or pleasuring someone else. We all have expectations that we have yet, not all of us will admit it. Some of us may require more oral, others may be a certain position. Endurance, performance and locations will also come into play. I always find the conversations you are about to have with your new sex partner to be a little uncomfortable. You never know if you are going to disagree or agree on certain things. In the ideal situation, you would already know what he/she wants and the conversation wouldn't have to take place. But, it definitely isn't the reality of anyone's situation.
Sex is one of my favorite past times.
But,
I've never been a fan of 'loving making'.
I think love making can be romantic; I automatically think of the Notebook. I think it can make someone completely vulnerable in the emotional aspect but, it really has never been my cup of tea.
I don't want you to strip me down slowly and gaze longingly into my eyes.
Please save that crap for the movies.. or maybe your next girlfriend.
I am a tease.
I fucking love it.
I'm a flirt too.
I enjoy pushing you 'til you can't take it anymore.
It kinda gets me off.
The control of it..
However,
I do it in hopes that eventually you will just become aggressive and take what you want.
Oh.. what? Your neck is your sensitive spot? Here let me nibble, suck and breathe heavily into your ear just to tease you.
I don't necessarily need you to be violent.
I do want you to be vocal, bold and to take action.
I want you to explore with me - take me places that I haven't been, things that I haven't done.
I truly believe if it weren't for some morals, self respect and my upbringing that I would be a complete slut. I love sex. I think the feeling is incredible.. I don't truly care about a connection between myself and the person. But, growing up I was always told it was "dirty" and "perverted" to think and act on any emotions that weren't God fearing -- funny how hypocrisy works.
In other words,
I'm not a slut. Shocker right? Who would of thought.
There has and will always be internet rumors about me that I can't evade.
However, if anyone cares to partake or believe in them - that's their choice.
I only sleep with (with the exception of two one-night stands - one later became a relationship)
people that I'm involved with. I don't have many lengthy relationships because something always
tends to fail but, I do get my share of sex when I'm involved.
Now, if you were to look into my brain -- I've literally mind-fucked a shit ton.
In conclusion, don't be afraid to be open with yourself and your sexual desires.
Everyone has them. Men are simply more vocal about them but, I truly would like to see more women talking about what they want and what they desire. Don't wait for a guy to initiate a sex talk, do it yourself. It's even more fun when you are bullshitting with your guy friends. They will give you more insight than you would believe and you could even learn something.
Until next time, Lovelies.
xoxoxs, Doll.
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